My love.. My longing...

Thinking about you and your wonderful charms,

I can still smell your perfume on my arms.

The moment we meet was so surreal,

The touch of your hands was such a blissful feel.

Thinking about you smile my heart always slips,

The taste of your kiss still lingers on my lips.

You are in in my heart my love; you are meant to be,

We will be together somehow; please trust me.

Why?

Why does it feel that there's something more to life?

And why does it fell that something's outta sight?

Why does it take so much soul to find the way?

And why does it still turn out to be the wrong way?

Why is it so we never feel we have enough?

And why is figuring out a want from a need so tough?

Why is it that we do so many things to be happy?

Without knowing that its just love that we need to be happy.

My love, My madness.

I feel so lonely,
so aimless and offline.

I feel so helpless,
so selfish and undivine.

I feel so crazy,
feel sanity cant be fine.

I feel so weak,
frustrated and just alive.

But i still feel the warmth,
of the love i never had.

But i feel so cold,
cos the warmth's just a lie.

The lie's a truth,
a truth I can't accept.

Cos once its done,
my love; my madness will be gone.

Let go!

How many days will it take me to forget you,
i dont want to, but i have to let go of you.

I have to get my life back and stop being so insane,
cos being in your love has me nothin' but pain.

That pain, i dont enjoy anymore,
dont think my love is that hardcore!

Love the pain.

Wonder how days fly,
sometimes ur love makes me cry.
And though i am in pain,
i wanna be more insane.

Dont know the reason why,
your love makes me feel so high.
Just wanna cry in the rain,
and forget how this is so gonna be in vain.

Just love the cloudy sky,
just love the rain come by,
just love the way you say,
that you won't be there today.

Don't know why i love this pain,
don't know if i am insane,
don't know the reason why,
just love the way you say goodbye!

Love Dope

This poem was written by me 2 years back...


My Brain's Scratchin',
Makin me mad.
Don't know what's hatchin'
in her head, is she glad ?

What will happen tomorrow,
Hey, I don't know what's hapennin' today.

Wild Winds are blowin',
Makin' me sick.
Her thoughts are flowin,
is she in good nick.

Wonder what will happen,
in the future.
Will she dampen
My hopes, My hearts immature.

Am I steppin' on landmines of hope,
think It's just an illusion and
I'm high on Love Dope.